Hope

Well, our second IUI failed. Another month of waiting, hoping, and ultrasounds awaits. I have started my third IUI cycle and will provide more details as the cycle continues. This cycle is going to be our last effort before pursuing IVF. I am hopeful, but still staying realistic. The doctor doubled my Clomid prescription with the hopes of increasing follicle stimulation. But I'm still mentally preparing myself for the possibility of IVF, which is a much more intense and invasive procedure. 

One positive I've found through this journey is the infertility community on Instagram. There are several accounts I have started following of women who are going through similar journeys. I've even found a few infertility support Zoom meetings that I've started attending. Infertility can feel extremely lonely, with very few people around you who really understand what you are going through, but these ladies are strong and courageous to share their stories and have helped me feel stronger as well. It is encouraging to know you are not truly alone, and to hear from others who are also climbing the fertility mountain. 

So, here's to hoping third times a charm. But if not, God please grant me the strength to make it through the trials of IVF. 

Much love,

Emily