Third Time's Not a Charm

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Our third IUI has failed. I took a pregnancy test on my birthday with a glimmer of hope that I'd get a special birthday surprise, but no luck. While I was not super hopeful about this cycle working, it was still a bummer to see it confirmed. 

Next week B and I will be meeting with our doctor to discuss moving forward with IVF. I am hoping that we will be able to start the IVF "stim" injections with my next menstrual cycle, but I don't know yet what the timeline will be. IVF brings a whole new set of challenges and meds, but I keep telling myself, "I can do this. It sucks, but I can do this." 


Much love,
Em

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  1. JeanOctober 2, 2020 at 3:42 PM

    I know you can both do this. You are strong and can meet this challenge just have you have handled so many others. You have the support of your family and friends and we are all here if you need us.

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